My Little Guy

My little Brocky is so unbelievably precious! I just can't get enough of him. He is asleep right now and I miss him. I want to see his smiles, hear his laughs and kiss his chubby cheekies. He is just such a sweet little boy. I have been enjoying him so much lately. He loves to interact with people and is developing so quickly. I love to see him concentrate as he is figuring out new toys or as he is learning new things.

I am a little sad too though...he won't ever let me hold him like a little baby anymore. He will sit on my hip, face away from me and sometimes even lets me hold him with his chest to mine, but only if he can arch back enough to look around. I want to freeze in time. Everyone told me that he would change so fast, but I cannot believe just how fast! Part of me is excited for him to continue to grow and discover new things, but the other part of me wants to stay in this phase forever. Brock is so sweet and innocent and his personality is starting to come out more and more.

I've heard that separation anxiety starts for babies when they are about 6 months, but I've never heard much about separation anxiety for parents. I think I am experiencing that right now. I use to check on him when he was napping during the day and sleeping at night just to make sure he was okay, but now I sneak into his room just to watch him. I watch him sleep and gaze at his beautiful face. He is my little boy and I love him so much. I hate not having my little buddy with me to play with. Of course, I always get a lot more done when he is sleeping than awake, but I just want to hold him and play with him all the time. I am sure that the time will come in a few years when I wish he would take naps so I could have a break, but right now I am looking forward to those days.

Is it bad that I love his sad face?

Laughing at Daddy

My sweet boy!

He somestimes sleeps in goofy positions, but I guess he likes it.

I love seeing them cuddle together. They enjoy their boy time.